Yes, I know… it’s been a long time.
It’s not for lack of experiences or ideas or thoughts or whatever… it’s because I’m scared. I decided not to get another full time job when my temp position ran out in order to dedicate myself to writing – not just here, but also trying my hand at fiction – and it’s fucking scary. I’m intimidated. I don’t know where to start. And I tend to just give up when overwhelmed. Not the best quality to have, but it’s there and I have to work on it.
A lot has happened since I last wrote… lots of dates, one failed relationship/friendship, new experiences, birthday bucket list accomplishments, major life plans, loads of fun. And I’ve failed to write about any of it. I’m still in a state of transition, like I was when I started this blog. I think I always will be. And I need to write about it. Not for you, dear Reader, but for me.
I’m not going to make any promises here… I’m not going to make the claim that you will see lots more from me… because I don’t want to let myself down if I don’t fulfill it. But this is the first step (jesus, I know what this sounds like but bear with me)… and I’m hoping to keep on walking.